Showing posts from April, 2015

Starting Over

Its been a while since I've written a blog post.  I guess its because I haven't known how to put into words what its like not being as sick anymore.  I still have down days and flare days but I'm able to be apart of life at this point for about 3-4 days then I need to rest.  Its like you have to change the way you view yourself all over again.  I think I find myself in the middle of a rebirth and I just wasn't sure what to think of it.  I don't see myself as a sick person or broken and I'm not waiting for the other shoe to drop all the time.  I guess I'm finding my stride as a parent, a wife, a daughter, a homeschooler, an advocate, as a photographer.  I had an acupuncturist ask me once if I could take all the time I am putting into getting better and put it into anything else what would my life look like.  I honestly had no answer to him.  I couldn't imagine a day without pain or without feeling so horrid that my hope was drained out of me.  I think no…