These days I find myself asking the question, "where am I" ? At 32 I thought my life would of been so different than it really is. I was suppose to have the career, two kids, perfect health, plenty of funds for family vacations, etc. Talk about a dream world. Too bad life couldn't mimic the movies. My health doesn't exist, just a few weeks of good then stuck in the big chair, money is okay but we never seem to get ahead because something always comes up like the car, computer breaking down, vet bills, need I say more. Why does life have to be such a battle for some people and not for others. So not fair. I don't think the way my life turned out is horrible. I have a good hubby and son and two furry children. I am not sure how I went from a day dreaming 20 something to a jaded 32 who laughs in sarcasm when the computer dies. Maybe I just woke up to the reality that life is tough no matter who you are. So why Lyme Disease on top of all of this? Isn't my life nutty enough as it is?! So where am I?