Showing posts from October, 2015

So Very Brave

After 8 years of treatment for Lyme Disease, Bartonella, Babesia, Celiac Disease, MTHFR gene mutation, Multiple Chemical Sensitivity, Chronic Fatigue, and psoriasis, you start to come to a place of conflict.  You want to be normal 100% healthy.  But you realize after fighting with a broken body for so long that you can only get so far.  You get to 70% and say well at least I am this far.  I have worked really hard to get this far.  My Lyme Disease and Babesia no longer give me symptoms and my Celiac Disease is under control.  I still can't have candles in the house or stay in the cleaning section at the store for long.  I am always tired.  Doesn't matter what I do or don't do.  I am tired bottomline.  I don't remember a time when I didn't feel tired at this point.  I have been in pain or sick since age 8 and now at age 37 this whole broken body thing is a job I work at everyday and do my best to keep under wraps so I can live a life.  Or should I say HAVE A LIFE.  …