These days I still need to pace myself. I have a new set of limitations that I have to listen to and I still have my bad days they just don't come as often. So just because I'm heading towards remission it doesn't mean that I don't have in the back of my mind that if I overdo it that I could crash really hard. It's a constant struggle between I really want to do something and what will the cost be later and I really want to do something so I'm just going to do it anyway no matter the cost. It's not something that I always talk about but it is an automatic conversation I have in my mind. Should I do this, how will I feel afterwards and is it really worth whatever consequences that could happen. Welcome to the life of a chronic lyme disease patient.