I started a new protocol a month ago and this had been going well without the antibiotics. I tried to stop some of my adrenal homeopathics and in the end I am flat on my butt as usual all over again. The hands and feet on fire and burning along with my throat. My heart racing when I go up the stairs. My eyes are burning up. I always get sucked into the thought that this battle will be over one day. And I will be better and get to live a normal life. Talk about fantasy land! I have to go back on antibiotics for a while and I will need to buy more adrenal herbs. More money out the window. In the meantime my wonderful 5 year old is driving me crazy with his favorite new trick potty talk. I am worn out, tired and lonely from all of this. I am trying to keep my cool. Its not that easy some days. I know its a normal kid stage but add a sick mom to the mix and it gets crazy! I am trying to rest so we can get out a little tonight. I think my son and I are both feeling the isolation.