The Trenches
I started a new protocol a month ago and this had been going well without the antibiotics. I tried to stop some of my adrenal homeopathics and in the end I am flat on my butt as usual all over again. The hands and feet on fire and burning along with my throat. My heart racing when I go up the stairs. My eyes are burning up. I always get sucked into the thought that this battle will be over one day. And I will be better and get to live a normal life. Talk about fantasy land! I have to go back on antibiotics for a while and I will need to buy more adrenal herbs. More money out the window. In the meantime my wonderful 5 year old is driving me crazy with his favorite new trick potty talk. I am worn out, tired and lonely from all of this. I am trying to keep my cool. Its not that easy some days. I know its a normal kid stage but add a sick mom to the mix and it gets crazy! I am trying to rest so we can get out a little tonight. I think my son and I are both feeling the isolation.
If it helps, I know how you feel. My four year is such a blessing but also a firecracker at times. When you are sick, some silliness just isn't funny. I hope you do better on the abx. I just started a small break to detox a little. I can't handle having headaches everyday!
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Sarah
Thanks Sarah, yes being sick tests your patience for sure. I still have people think I am the most patient mom in the world. I tell them how that day I lost my temper and had to apologize to my son. Each day has it challenges and each day has its rewards. Sometimes I think how lucky we are and easy things are then they get hard again and somewhat easier. Its an up and down process. Good luck to you :) Firecrackers are fun and a handful at the same time!
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